daniel! i love you so much!!!

and i love everyone else too...dont be sad.

i keep forgetting to paste in my livejournal entries. whoops.

yup, so i dont really know what im feeling right now. its like a bit of i-dont-like-or-really-even-know-who-i-am-right-now mixed with some i-dont-like-how-my-life-is-going thrown in with a bunch of past regrets and a pinch of feeling-that-my-life-is-going-nowhere-fast. but i didnt fall on my face today, so i guess im doing alright.

yuck, i can hear through my walls into my parents bedroom. i dont need to hear this. turn the music way up to drown out sweet nothings. sweet nothings that have magic flavor-changing tastes, that come out sweet but end up sour. no one knows how, but they almost always end up sour. like limes. acid that is way too much for some people to take in all at one time. acid that leaves a tingling feeling on your lips, and just when you think the feeling has gone away, you touch your mouth and it comes back. like an after dinner mint. an altoid. it tastes so good at first, but soon turns painfully strong, and you have to spit it out. but the flavor is still there. no matter how much lip balm you try to put on, no matter how many times you brush your teeth, the feeling, the flavor, its still there.
especially if you use mint toothpaste.